Sunday, October 31, 2010

driving is good for the soul

Currently listening to Maria Mena

I used to hate driving but now I love it. Driving is so relaxing just going down the turnpike with the windows open, the chilly breeze blowing in, and an epic mix of music blasting you have so much time to think about what is going on in your life. What I thought about was disconnection. I feel like I have been disconnecting myself from people, not on purpose but just because things happen. Recently I have been letting some friends down by, what else but, overbooking myself. I absolutely hate making a promise and not keeping it. So now I have to put back together things that I may or may not have messed up and stop focusing on relationships that don't matter. I need to focus on the people and friends that I love. Obsessing over one relationship can ruin all your others so my goal for this week is to obsess over all of the ones that matter instead of just on one relationship that does not.
Well I am home back in the Burg with my car!!!! A few weeks ago my car went home for some repairs and I went to go pick it up. It looks awesome!! You can not even tell there was anything wrong with it except the key mark that will be there till the end of time. The inside of my car has never looked so awesome and clean because my awesome family had it detailed. I can not even explain how awesome it was just to get away and go home for the weekend. I did not get to do everything I wanted to while I was home but, what I did get to do was totally worth the drive. Pretty much I just spent time with my family who I have been missing so much and luckily got to have a cousin date with my cuz. I also made it home to go to my little brothers Birthday party. I was so glad to get to celebrate with him even though it was not on his actual Birthday. Thank the Lord for long drives and going home.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Daughtry - Home

Ohio, Ohio, OOOOHHHIIIIIOOOOOO

Currently listening to Pink Raise your Glass


So spur of the moment trip to Ohio was totally worth the 7 hours I was in the car. Tonight I got to have a fun night with my little brother. I have missed him so much and he always knows how to make me laugh. We were driving home tonight and he yells out ghost ride the whip and throws his car in reverse, this is why I miss Ohio and him so much. Also I had such a relaxing time in the car ,I needed that, I was able to just sing at the top of my lungs, roll down the windows, and enjoy beautiful Virginia in the fall. All the trees were perfectly tinted red, orange, and yellow. All the different shades of these colors were amazing and painted a beautiful landscape for me to enjoy on my way home. So far this weekend trip is a success, tomorrow morning I am going to meet my cousin for an early lunch before she goes to work and I can't wait. Then Sunday I get to go see all my family while we celebrate my little little brothers birthday!!! I am so glad I made this trip!!!! Yeah to making my own fall break!!!!


Why I love this random weekend


#1 The cold- I love that Ohio got the memo that it does not need to be 80 degrees out. Yeah Circle K coffee #2 Brother sister dates- I love my little brother he is a stitch#3 Getting to just sit around and talk to my family- so much better than skype#4 Gifts- Even if I don't get them till Christmas#5 Getting to see my Best Friend- It has not happened yet but it will

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Happiness - You Are A Good Man Charlie Brown

Happiness is morning and evening daytime nighttime too

Happiness is morning and evening daytime nighttime too, for happiness is anyone or anything at all that's loved by you!!!!

Found a fortune


So I wonder if it counts if you find a fortune and it does not come from the cookie. The other day I swear there was nothing in the floor when I sat down and before I got up I found a little slip of paper. I read it and it said that you have a great month ahead of you. I was super excited, not that I believe in fortunes being the end all be all of what happens in my life but it just made me really encouraged. I have convinced myself that this fortune is so true this month is going to be awesome and I already have plans as to what will be in this awesome month.

What awesome things will happen this month

#1 I will get the thing I want most


#2 I will bring my grades up in theory and aural skills


#3 I won't get sick


#4 I will pass my sophomore hearing


#5 I will wake up for all my classes


Someone to watch over me


Currently listening to The Sound of Music

Sorry for not posting yesterday I was definitely planning on it but I feel asleep at 9. I know I am lame lol but today I am currently watch the Oprah sound of music special :) Last night I cooked dinner for a bunch of friends which is pretty much my favorite thing to do. I am a hostess. I love to clean my house, cook, and serve people. I just love giving people a place to go off campus and just have fun. Hopefully I succeeded. I am so excited to be taking a spur of the moment trip home tomorrow. I can not wait for this 6 hour car ride to be over and to see my family I miss them all so much. Especially my little brothers since I have not seen them in a while. Also there has been so many questions running through my mind right now. It just seems like nothing is going right, right now and the only escape I have is music. I love knowing that no matter what happens or how upset I am music will always be there. I was so glad to go in my voice lesson today after a stressful day of running out of gas and being late to class and just vent through my songs. I love how musical theater is so expressive and allows a person to put all of their emotion into the meaning of the lyrics. One of my songs that has really been sticking with me is a classic.

"Someone to Watch Over Me"

There’s a saying old, says that love is blind
Still we’re often told, "seek and ye shall find"
So I’m going to seek a certain lad I’ve had in mind

Looking everywhere, haven’t found him yet
He’s the big affair I cannot forget
Only man I ever think of with regret

I’d like to add his initial to my monogram
Tell me, where is the shepherd for this lost lamb?

There’s a somebody I’m longin’ to see
I hope that he, turns out to be
Someone who’ll watch over me

I’m a little lamb who’s lost in the wood
I know I could, always be good
To one who’ll watch over me

Although he may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To my heart he carries the key

Won’t you tell him please to put on some speed
Follow my lead, oh, how I need
Someone to watch over me